no more, sits he, their'by
Waiting.
The weight, is no more.
The burden we carry, no more.
Together.
Now he doth wait,
For the more part .
The part to come then,
When we are no more,
Separate.
But, together, again.
“Out of the quarrel with others we make rhetoric; out of the quarrel with ourselves we make poetry.” ― William Butler Yeats
no more, sits he, their'by
Waiting.
The weight, is no more.
The burden we carry, no more.
Together.
Now he doth wait,
For the more part .
The part to come then,
When we are no more,
Separate.
But, together, again.
Going is he not?
To meet her today.
She came with,
the one he luved.
The bonus child.
Got her body,
did she then?
Then home again,
went she.
Home, to await his arrival.
Here to raise a family,
was he ...
Never far,
from his thoughts,
was she ...
Look like them,
did she then ?
The other children,
and her ...
Meet they now,
and joy'es it be.
In marriage,
two stages, be their may.
Three their be,
If luck their hold.
To work them through,
The second to return,
To the first.
Is the work of,
of a lifetime.
T'is it then a Vulgar notion.
For a Vulgar time.
From fuck you, in the hallway,
To fuck you, as we pass.
To have the courage,
To change, forget, and forgive.
To return the cycle.
To this, then be my task,
In this life.
*Vulgar: of the common folk, peasant class, redneck notion.
I let them loose, today.
Where they ever, really, mine.
The thoughts, I possessed...
When I possessed them.
they were mine?
Now are recorded, and scattered.
Scattered to the wind.
Chesterton, had his thoughts,
in the penny papers, of his day,
The London Illustrated News.
They wrapped fish in then.
They used them, like the Sears, Roebuck, Catalog,
In the outhouse,
To finish, their duty,
Now I publish, to the blog,
and facebook too?
Will my thoughts last, long.
Will I be remembered,
When gone, I am.
Still the thoughts,
I carry, and Share,
maybe you, can share,
them too.
Gilbert (G.K.) Keith Chesterton.
Why choose to luv, him
Faithful was he, not
The many years,
and the children.
Sleeping side by side.
always to mourn, what could have been.
Together, apart came they always.
Always, together and apart.
To give up, many would have now.
Yet, not give up she has...
Did she see what he could be,
and not what he was,
or had been.
Was he the sparrow,
God watched and mourned?
It is said, never a sparrow doeth fall,
but God doeth not take notice of.
If he, god wanted, him,
how could she not.
This covenant,
This eternal,
This ever more.
This she seeks,
and ever see's.
From whence comes the poetry.
Come rising up it doth.
Like a great lava flow.
Surging, rising, and falling.
Up and down.
To and fro.
It will not rest,
Till rest I do.
To come forth birthed.
A full grown child.
Then nurtured to a final form.
Released again, anew.
To then come forth.
And visit you now.
And then to share.
This world of ours.
Why stay?
Together, and apart.
Twenty four, plus four, then one.
Faithful, had not, been they?
The others, last did not ...
Still.
they, remain,
together, and apart.
Courage then comes,
together, and apart.
Searching for the missing,
Together, and apart.
The need, the lack, their in
Together, it drove, them
Together, and apart.
The four plus one,
are more then the two.
Then, to the end,
Thus, then were they.
Together, and apart.
The anger lies,
so deep down, below.
Deep down,
Does it lie.
From whence comes truth?
Truth does not lie.
It moves, and feels, and grows.
From whence, find I,
The truth,
That doth not,
Lie,
their by,
and not below?
The poems,
From where, do they, come forth
To come forth, this,
they do, now.
Like a spring ...
of lava, flowing forth.
Like fire, and ice.
They cover, cool, and heal.
The thoughts.
So long, lay buried.
They buried her, buried him.
Then buried it.
The thoughts...
How long, they struggle,
To come forth.
To this, the bedroom,
To them, he found
His wife, his friend,
Embracing now.
Two forks their come
Two choices, now ...
To this, the right, the loaded glock,
To then the left, this anger still.
To this, the choice,
To then, to make.
To then himself,
To this to count.
To then, to change
this world, now.
To this, the children
to luv her still?
then to burn,
their luvers, all.
Why together, are the now?
Till once together,
Till then, they part.
this, then bedrooms,
Two their now.
one for he,
Then, one for her.
then on he goes,
And on to be,
Then two, the one,
they be no more.
But to the children,
between them be,
this the choice,
then be, their now.
he found her that way,
in the bedroom with his best friend.
his loaded glock in his right hand
his anger in his left.
the choice, now to make.
it would change the world.
how long does one count
to ones self
before changing the world ...
years later , the children
did he love her still.
together and apart,
they burned through them all,
one luver after another.
now together, again they are.
he in one bedroom, she in another.
wipped puppy, she was.
luved her still, did he?
yet to leave her he must,
to go on she will.
but the children
this between them,
the choice
to luv them still,
this then to make,
this then to share.
--
I take the knife,
In hand, to scrape.
This, then the layers.
To peel them back.
T'is it, an onion,
This thing,
This feeling,
This longing, and regret.
t'is it now, read/red,
Or always been.
This pain, comes forth?
This to suffer.
At our hands?
The ones,
He luved.
To cleans this now,
This now comes forth.
To bring new life,
This now the game.
Renew it now,
With fire and ice.
To come again,
This now the choice.
to build again,
this fear of loss"
to learn to luv
and luv again
is it joy
or is it pain
to see the dark,
depart with light.
T'is it pain,
or is it joy.
to feel the strength
from bodies bent.
broken, used,
like my soul
to lose i must,
be built again
to chose to luv
the pain within.
Thinking of mom,
This day once more
To learn to luv
And luv again
In sorrow and in pain.
To luv and joy.
Mixed feelings
Have we yet.
To choose to luv
And live once more
Seek we now,
This choice,
once more
To end this day,
to choose once more..