Good morning Brother and Sisters. It is my pleasure to be with you today.
I want to share with you my favorite
scripture. It has deep meaning to me and
I reference it a great deal with life becomes difficult for me. It is 2 Nephi
2 Nephi 4:15-17 And upon these I write
the things of my soul, and many of the scriptures which are engraven upon the
plates of brass. For my soul delighteth in the scriptures, and my heart
pondereth them, and writeth them for the learning and the profit of my
children.
16 Behold, my soul delighteth in the
things of the Lord; and my heart pondereth continually upon the things which I
have seen and heard.
As I have spoken to you in the past from this pulpit. I am broken, from a broken family. I have learned, from a lifetime of service,
to love my family. I do not always agree
with them. They do not always agree with
them. I have learned to both follow and
lead them by example, to love the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
I in my early youth, as I was developing my testimony, I read a
great deal of Church History. I kept a
journal of my thoughts. I prayed to love
and serve my family. I was not attracted
to reading the Scriptures, especially The Book of Mormon. I really disliked:
1 Nephi 1:1
I, Nephi, having
been born of goodly parents …
Why was I not born of goodly parents? I was jealous of Nephi and his family. His family was led by a prophet. When I learned of the Psalm of Nephi, it
spoke to my soul.
2 Nephi
4:17
Nevertheless,
notwithstanding the great goodness of the Lord, in showing me his great and
marvelous works, my heart exclaimeth: O wretched man that I am! Yea, my heart
sorroweth because of my flesh; my soul grieveth because of mine iniquities.
I really love my family and could not
understand why were, like we were. Fallen
man, deeply fallen man. It was my sin as
much as there’s that deeply troubled me.
I wondered how Heavenly Father could love me when I was so weak and
fallen. It comforted me to know that
Nephi felt the same way.
2 Nephi
18-21
“I am
encompassed about, because of the temptations and the sins which do so easily
beset me. And when I desire to rejoice, my heart groaneth because of my sins;
nevertheless, I know in whom I have trusted.
My God
hath been my support; he hath led me through mine afflictions in the
wilderness; and he hath preserved me upon the waters of the great deep. He hath
filled me with his love, even unto the consuming of my flesh.”
How then to be rescued from this fall. I am not a preaching man. I had poor social skills. People do not generally follow me because I
ask them to. How then to be rescued
from this fall. How to be a part of, and
separate from my family. This scripture
then gave me a model of hope and faith.
I could be like a fallen Nephi even if my family was not led by a
prophet.
What do we now think of the fallen state we
are trapped in. Just one small sin or
act of rebellion with forever banish us from Heavenly Fathers presence.
Alma 45:16
“And he said: Thus saith the Lord
God—Cursed shall be the land, yea, this land, unto every nation, kindred,
tongue, and people, unto destruction, which do wickedly, when they are
fully ripe; and as I have said so shall it be; for this is the cursing and the blessing of
God upon the land, for the Lord cannot look upon sin with
the least degree of allowance.”
“The Fall was not a disaster. It
wasn’t a mistake or an accident. It was a deliberate part of the plan of
salvation. We are God’s spirit offspring, sent to earth innocent of Adam’s
transgression. Yet our Father’s plan subjects us to temptation and misery in
this fallen world as the price to comprehend authentic joy. Without tasting the
bitter, we actually cannot understand the sweet. We require mortality’s
discipline and refinement as the next step in our development toward becoming
like our Father. But growth means growing pains. It also means learning from
our mistakes in a continual process made possible by the Savior’s grace, which
He extends both during and after all we can do. “
The Atonement: All for All Bruce C.
Hafen General Conference April 2004
The lesson in
the atonement that Lehi were left was not only for Laman and Lemuel but also
for Nephi. At Lehi’s death, and the
separation of the family. Nephi was left
depressed and despondent at his failure to keep the family together. He had failed at a task his father asks him
to fulfill. After feeling sorry for
himself, Nephi remembered his father’s teachings and on whom he could depend
on. He recommitted to the teachings of
Christ. He remembered Lehi’s lessons from the past and turned to depend on God
again.
These past few
years I have learned, that I can depend on Heavenly Father’s teaching and Jesus
Christ atonement to carry me when life gets tough.
My wife’s
health, my car accident, my daughter’s marriage have been tough for me to
handle, these last 4 years. I remember
the lesson, The Holy Ghost shared with me as I struggled with my father’s
family growing up. I am not perfect.
Heavenly Father does not need me to be perfect.
He needs me to build a strong relationship with him, my family and my
ward members, to have the strength to fulfill the task he has assigned me.
